I have been fighting for a year
Awaken nights
Rivers of tears
Negative Thoughts
But I got you
I earned you

When I knew
It was like waking up
at the sang of the birds
Sun is rising
Even though I can not see

Now that you are so close
I am afraid of burning
Of being reduced to ashes
And be gone by the wind

The feeling of not being enough
Steals the air around me
Pushes my throat and my chest
And colaps me

I got you
Although I have to conquer
And I wish I could be sure
That I can