I feel the pain, I've felt it before but it has come back to haunt me, I thought I could get away but it has found me, the grief and analogy monster has found me and taken a hold of me and won't let go, I try to run but I feel as I'm just slipping away farther and farther from him. Why doesn't he help me, have I been disowned, did he forget about me, Help me father don't let me go but no answer, Please help… welcome home.