Am I borrowed for your fantasizing? Or am I merely just another pawn on your board? There are times when I ask myself, “Will I be played in his game today?” “Will I suffer the same antagonizing threats from the very beginning of time?” My road is getting narrower, I have no place to run, His road is only getting wider- Enough to catch me. I try to get out, But what can I do? I run obstacles and some days I feel myself overcome. Other days I give up and let him take over me. The sun is setting, the moon is rising. It’s almost too late. I try to escape but his beauty only makes me swoon, and fall within the same cycle. I am in his trap once again.. What is done is done. He won the game.
I had fallen for a boy in high school, but influenced me in the wrong way.