Lighting this fuse
As I’m about to shoot
Relapsing through
As time continue to spin
Time wasted
Every lasting pain
Upset to the fullest

Heart broken
Miss confusing
Saying one thing
And doing another
Shot after shot
Round after round
Trying to ease this pain
But nothing seems to faze
Feels like I’m going ******
Pill after pill
But the pain doesn’t seem to fill
Filling to the brim
Drink after drink
Filling the pain
Pain consuming

Now I take care of this pain
As I take shots of this Novocaine
As I sip on this lean
And began to daze
Counting the bullets
One
Two
Three
Going in circles
Relapsing on the pain
As I pull the trigger
To ease the pain.