i pull away
i don't know what to say,
it's too familiar
my apprehension
at simple questions,
at gentle whispers
we'd spend our evenings
chasing feelings
we'd try to capture
hypnotized
by those lattice lies
we manufactured
but i can't talk
i missed so many calls
and i can't think
i just can't get involved
i'm on a break, i just can't take this,
i'm suspending consciousness
my reality
has lost all consonance
but, oh,
there's nothing much i miss
and, oh,
i just wanna stay like this