The guilt is cutting me
I can’t help but admit
I was the monster to all of them
From whom you hid.

I’m sorry to all those I lied to.
I’m sorry to those I tricked.
I’m sorry for every text

I can’t take it back.
I can’t take back how I lied
How I tricked you, and how I led you to believe that I was better.

I can never take it back.
I just live with this shame
And I can’t blame it on the drugs
There’s no one but me to blame.

I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive myself
Even if you did.
Sometimes I want to **** myself
Some time I wish I already did.