I wanna take drugs ain't to cure my depression. But to make me forget of all this **** that makes me more vulnerable and sick. I wanna overdose myself feel the life and death situation. And if I'm not lucky to die; I wish it'll make forget every **** that I and this world did. Amnesia-- Amnesia-- let me get one. I want some. I need some amnesia in my life. I would embrace it more than my flaws. **** society. ******* STUPID ME.