When nobody seems to make time for me
I look for another hit of dopamine
Now the only time I feel I'm free
Is in my thoughts steady spiraling

I can't remember the last time I forced a smile
I can't remember the last time I ran a mile
My shoes still looking pretty new
No ambition to do what I used to
Many ships have sailed that I should have left on
You don't know what you've got till IT'S gone