Lost in a phase...
Im lost in my own selfish thoughts
All leading to my desired resort
Plans straghities my convient ways
Is this just another phase?
I want to harm my body feel the pain! Embrace it hannah live life in vain
Love ill no longer feel again
DEATH DEATH DEATH
Chanting away all theses attempts fail each day
such an idiot! why do you want yo die? why do you wish to bit farewell?
dont worry youll just lock me up in my ******* cell! my hospital hell...
ill just lay here and watch myself decay can i have your attention before i sit in my pit-full messed up mind
Id like to say i love you all x
i sit here and wonder... is this what i want? to leave my family in frequent grief? just for my own sacrid  relief...