« Why do you do this to yourself babe? » he wipes the tear as I’m focused on the movie. « I just love to feel » I love having my heart tear open by star crossed lovers or cuddling you cause I couldn’t look away when the scary ghost jumped on the screen. I love to feel, even if they’re not happy feelings. I’m sensitive and I feel. Most of my life i’ve said that I feel too much but I’ve realized that its a blessing really to be able to get torn apart by something so beautiful than my own feelings. It’s breathtaking really to be able to look in your eyes and have your feelings fill my stomach like I could melt and completely take your form. It hurts most of the time, oh god those it hurt. I wish I could take them away from you because I know how to feel them. Sometimes all I can see is your eyes turning just that much blacker and I know that tonight isn’t gonna feel any better. I wish I could give you mine too and truly yeah, sometimes you get bits of the green in my eyes too. I hope you see it, I hope you take it and you store it for when i’m sleeping and you don’t know how to breathe. It’s a blessing and a curse really to love you like I do.