I laid on those train tracks, with cement blocks holding me in place. My mouth covered in tape so when the train came i wouldn't scream. I could still cry, but i never felt the need to try. I felt the need to die. I heard in the distance the train sigh, I felt death lay down next to me and smile. He knew the train wouldn't take awhile so did i. So i looked up at the sky for the last time i smiled, turned my head to the oncoming train felt the tear of the sky's rain. Then i felt no pain i closed my eyes said goodbye to the sky then watched the train pass me by death driving by with a smile.