I weigh myself the number is sixty Physically fit but actually empty The battle of everyday is sorrow The same day others call tomorrow Thoughts swirl toddling in swell Drag me into a subconscious hell Sirens pull my marble feet to bed My lead cold eyes roll dead intead Who structured my emotions? Who stole my exciting oceans? No feelings my heart is hollow My mind finds everything shallow From the time they ***** our peace My siren head is on a frantic grece