it's three oh five am
and you haven't called in 2 months
six days
13 hours
19 minutes
and 13 seconds
but that's okay because
she's been staining her hands with tears
that are your fault and
she thinks i'm beautiful
even when my voice quivers
and my thighs
are crowded with tally marks
because some days
i'm not strong
but that's okay because she says
the moon is still in the sky
and my heart is still beating
and i believe her because
when she touches me i feel like
my heart is playing hopscotch in my throat
and
her kisses taste like chocolate when you haven't had
chocolate in a
year
and the moon still hangs in the sky
so it's been 2 months
six days
13 hours
23 minutes
and 7 seconds
since i've been in love