if you had the ability to predict your reality would you always have a peek into the future or are you overwhelmed by having events predicted that won't matter later guidance is what she lacks since there's a past where she always encountered demons the devil is the handsomest and brightest im not surprised on why she's always been blinded draw a card draw the cards ask questions like, "how can we make it far" tarot cards tarot cards "why is life so hard"