before you leave me forever, promise me one thing. promise me that you'll remember me as that girl laying on your chest, that cold December night. (it was so magical, I never thought we'd end after that night.)
remember me as that girl with beautiful blue-green eyes. (but I never thought they were all that special.)
remember me as that girl with that loud, obnoxious laugh, that I was so incredibility insecure about, but you thought it was lovely. (it isn't, you are.)
and, remember me as that girl with long, straight, red hair. (which I never really liked straight. but you did, so I kept it that way.)
but, most of all, promise me that you'll remember me as that girl who gave you the biggest chunk of her heart that she's ever given anyone, because she loved you so much. (and I still do.)
but, promise me this: promise me that you don't remember me as that girl who sobbed everytime she saw you with someone new. (why don't you miss me, like I miss you?)
and as that girl who screamed "*******" while fighting on the phone, which led to our train running off it's tracks. (I'm really sorry.)
don't remember me as that girl. because, the girl that I really am, she loved you so much. so much, that in fact, she forgot how to love herself when you left. (I wish you'd come back, and show me what it's like to be okay again.)