Sep 2020
My heart is breaking. These tears are burning my cheeks.Because you never call me when you are sober...
So here i am laying in bed weighing out the pros and cons once again. All because you are telling me...
"Sam i love you...i always have...lets make it right...i havent loved anyone the way i love you...i never thought i could love you the way i do.. Baby i miss you lets be a family again...me you and our son... He was always a son to you...i shouldnt have let you go not once but twice... Im sorry please give us a chance again.."
Pros
1.You made me so happy
2.I love you
3.Never stopped
4.Im still crazy for you
5.Always felt right with you
6.Your smile melts my heart
7.Never had a bad moment with you
8.You cared so much about me
9.I never had to pretend to be happy
10.I think and dream of you
11.My past didnt bother me when i was with you.
12.You liked me for me (nothing more nothin less)
13.I found my sef
Cons
1.You hurt me not once but twice
2.You broken a promise that met the world to me
3.Its been over 4 freaking years.
4.You could destroy me again.
5.I lost myself
I was bout to give in. Then i looked in your eyes and all the pain came back to me. Because i know you are only saying it because you are drunk once again. Thats the only time you contact me....
So now my heart is breaking. These tears are burning my cheeks...Because you dont love me when you are sober...
Although i love you and i never stopped. I want to work it out. Things will never be the same with us. It hurts oh god do it hurts...
I want the sparkle in my eyes that everyone saw when i spoke of your name or your name lights up my phone back. I want the smile that came across my face when i saw you. I want the love that we had back. I want my best friend and the one i could count on back.
That will never happen.
Because you never call me when you are sober.
My heart is breaking. These tears are burning my cheeks. All because you cant call me , love me , or want me when you are sober.
Just tell me when you are sober
So here i am laying in bed weighing out the pros and cons once again. All because you are telling me...
"Sam i love you...i always have...lets make it right...i havent loved anyone the way i love you...i never thought i could love you the way i do.. Baby i miss you lets be a family again...me you and our son... He was always a son to you...i shouldnt have let you go not once but twice... Im sorry please give us a chance again.."
Pros
1.You made me so happy
2.I love you
3.Never stopped
4.Im still crazy for you
5.Always felt right with you
6.Your smile melts my heart
7.Never had a bad moment with you
8.You cared so much about me
9.I never had to pretend to be happy
10.I think and dream of you
11.My past didnt bother me when i was with you.
12.You liked me for me (nothing more nothin less)
13.I found my sef
Cons
1.You hurt me not once but twice
2.You broken a promise that met the world to me
3.Its been over 4 freaking years.
4.You could destroy me again.
5.I lost myself
I was bout to give in. Then i looked in your eyes and all the pain came back to me. Because i know you are only saying it because you are drunk once again. Thats the only time you contact me....
So now my heart is breaking. These tears are burning my cheeks...Because you dont love me when you are sober...
Although i love you and i never stopped. I want to work it out. Things will never be the same with us. It hurts oh god do it hurts...
I want the sparkle in my eyes that everyone saw when i spoke of your name or your name lights up my phone back. I want the smile that came across my face when i saw you. I want the love that we had back. I want my best friend and the one i could count on back.
That will never happen.
Because you never call me when you are sober.
My heart is breaking. These tears are burning my cheeks. All because you cant call me , love me , or want me when you are sober.
Just tell me when you are sober
