i
should have walked away then,
i woke up
crying
scared
i'm
only sixteen
my
parents will **** me
everyone
will be so disappointed
i
didn't think anything of it
i
guess you didn't either
we
were in the midst of the moment of the sweetest of love
i
wasn't ready for this
you
weren't either
i spent the night with my friend
and
you
were mad at me that morning

you were wishing
that i had never
walked into that room after school for tutoring
you were wishing
that you had never gotten to know my name
you were wishing
that you had never kissed me
you were wishing
that you had never pushed me into this
you were wishing
you could take back my innocence

we
didn't get any sleep
you
stayed up late that night before
thinking
hoping
maybe
i decided
i didn't love
you
so much
one night
so maybe this baby
wouldn't be
yours
if this baby
was to even exist
you
told all
your
friends
about how
you
****** up
and for some reason
they respected
you
for hurting me
for leaving me
we're
both so young
we
both made this mistake
i
had no money
my
friend paid for
my
mistake
it came in a box
the plus sign didn't even appear
but you
warned me in advance
you
said
you were gonna leave
and you
did
but i
held on
because neither of
us
were even sure
and you
said
you
would **** yourself
before you
had to drop everything
going for
you
to pay for the support
of this child's life
your child
it would have been
yours