its been a while since I've last spoken within the last 9 months of 2020 I've been betrayed, lied to, and heart broken how ironic for a heart to keep breaking after already being damaged its when false hope makes you believe you've been bandaged ace of cups is what my future sees new beginnings aren't meant to not be scary can't dwell on a past that can't be adjusted have to put faith into unknown, and trust it