who turned out the lights I'm sitting in the dark looking for a flicker but i think i lost my spark feeling like a piece of paper being ripped apart anxiety off the chart palpations of the heart in a ******* race with a car that won't start with no wheels missing 16 parts get ur cuisinarts and put ur hearts in a blender pouring out shots as we venture through the darkness through the trauma hello momma hello papa there's no nirvana I just wanna **** marijuana and forget my drama but I'm haunted like a house possessed by a ghost welcome to the pity party I guess that I'm the host