Silence is soothing
Easy to breathe
Only in the right company.

Could God be sitting with me
His love pertaining  to see
The true being inside me

I know you watch- you see all of me
I know you see-  see everything I see.
And it’s a shame, only you are me.

Not sorry I sit here alone
You do pretty well on my love
You’re not impressed
Riding the smoke from my lips
How you taste like bitter wine
And ***** Tips

I think of Emily
And the words she said
“Nor could I rise with you,
Because your face
Would put out Jesus’.
That new grace.”

Is this true to me?
Sometimes I feel it is
For I only saw you

My hand shake
I know I’m on this mind
I cannot touch
I have never seen but I know
I am there standing on a single crutch

The hand guides me to safety
Pulling the self pity high away
What a shame it’s easy to get lost in
Secretly enjoyable

I feel God sit right next to me
He says it’s ok to think
It’s ok to see the way I see
Because he sees me

I’m high
Higher then you think