The stale stench of criticism and loathing hangs in the air. My thoughts are replaced with the cacophonous crackling Of plastic wrappings. I think my soul left weeks ago. My body is run-down and deprived of the necessary fuel to charge it. The minuscule amount of hope still clinging desperately to life Is the hope that maybe tonight, I can get a few hours of blissful unconsciousness; The hope that the smooth, cool hand of that sweet, sweet death Will soon calm my aching essentia.