My feelings hit the ground. And shuttered all around me. How do you find the strength in the struggles?? How do i come face to face with my troubles???

When you are broken in a million little pieces. Every tear falls for reason. How do you hold on to yourself?? When you feel so blue?? Im losing faith in my self but im finding it in you...

Im trying my hardest to figure this all out.
Im sorry that im broken. Im sorry for the way i act. I dont know why i do. Maybe its because im scare. I love you so much. More then you'll ever know. But i know there may come a day that ill lose you. Thats something i can not bare.

I know im pushing you away. But thats what i do. I dont mean too. I really dont. But its hard to believe someone is here to stay when everyone always left. I dont know where to turn or how to feel.

Everything is crashing down on me and its hard to breathe. I want these thoughts and voices to go way but they wont. Telling me to **** myself you really dont care. Once you get back on your feet he will be right out the door.

Seems to be the pattern with you. But then again its my fault i always let you come back. But i cant help myself i love you more then my self. I would give my life just to save yours.

I know its hard to handle and im sorry for that but please dont give up on me just yet. Im still trying to wrap my head around everything. I want to do good for you. I dont want you to see this side of me. I want to be strong for you. But its hard to do when i have my own demons to fight.

Just like you asked me to help through your troubles..im asking you to help me threw mine. Not as my friend but as my man. I dont want anyone else. I want you i dont care who i lose or what ******* we may go threw as long as i have you by my side ill be alright.

Im asking you for help. I never ask for help i do everything on my own but baby i need help.. Help me with these demons i love you