i wish you loved me
like i loved you
and i wished on all those ******* shooting stars
that you'd find something in the sewage that's my heart.

but you can't
and you don't
and i don't, so i get it
and you wouldn't
and you couldn't
and neither could i

and i hope and i prayed
but i'm a ******* atheist
so a lot of good that did me

they say that Dminor is the saddest chord
and maybe that's the chord that my heart's tuned to
when i think of her holding you
and yeah these rhymes are ****
so i started to freestyle it
'cause writing it down's on more reminder that i lost you
that i lost you

no i'm not the protagonist
that's the part i always missed
my blender can't fit all this self pity
so i put it in a song to try and cope
'cause it's 1am and i'm all out of coping methods
'cause it's 1am and i'm all out of 'congratulations'
and i'm tired of pretending that i don't want you

'i thought you were okay with just being friends', you said, isn't that what you said?
when did i ever ******* say that
when did i really ******* mean that
i just didn't want to lose you
didn't want you to run like you always do

and maybe it hurt less when you weren't with someone else
and maybe the illusion kept me away from hollow
that maybe you'd want me someday too
maybe it'd be just me and you

it's really ******* hard to sound sad with a ukulele
but it's really ******* hard to feel this way
to feel this way

so i hope that's she great
'cause you're great
and i'm sorry