I am
      
     passed

trying
to
understand

your
intentions

what

they were,

or

what
they could have

ever

blossomed

into
                
             for me.

Why
              
did you

choose

         me

to torment


What

was it

about
me
that

made
you

want
to

hurt
          me

insult
          me

belittle
          me


then
run
ruff shot
over
         me

when
I
      was
have
      been
will
       be

the

ONLY
       person
who

has
and
      will
ever

stand

by

your side

no matter
what
you've
done.

even
so
you

treat
        me

like
a
piece
      of
trash

you

would

just
as
well

wipe

your
***
     with.

You
have
disrespected
                     me

my

home


my

heart

and

my

    dream

of
ever

having 
a
      life
with

you.

I
have

been  
        
     tormented

by

you

until

I

really

just

want
to
be

rid
of
you

and

of
anything
to
do
           with
you            

any
memory

of
you

ever

having
been

a
part

of
            
          my life!

Your

pure

unadulterated

filthy

meanness

is

so
obnoxious

and
heartbreaking

that
I
frankly,

want
nothing
more

to do

with
you

    ever

        anymore!

I
want
to

be
far
       away

from
       you!

I
pity

you!

I really do.

I wish
you
well

but
I know

now

you
will never
experience
any
kindness
in
life
without
me

Simply

because
you
never wanted
my kindness
nor
me

you
were
out
to take it
from
me

So
now

is
my time

time
for me

to pick
up
the pieces

of my
broken
life

for me
to
move

onward

in
search
of
myself

tossing aside
what
I have left
of
the
material things

to
build
for myself
a

new life

with
the
nature
of my
spirit

and
the

faith

I have
in
my

own self worth.

you
have left
me
with
nothing

except
a
handful
of
hurtfilled
memories

and
with
the

realization

you
never meant
to
do

anything
but
hurt
my heart

and
betray
my
kindness

while
you
test
my
faith in
what

could be.

Now
all

I feel
is  
disgust
at
my own
stupidity

not to
mention

my
repeatative

self destructive
action

my
simple
hard
headed
ness

when
it came to
trying
again

and
again

to
make
things
work
with you.-

-You
never
cared enough

to
even try

so
I
am

as of
this

moment

gone
  
             gone          
                               gone

gone

out of

your  
reach


Your

insults
and

ignorant
gestures

can
no longer

hurt me

as

I
don’t

care

what

you do

or

what
you

say
        anymore!