kiss you
just thinking about you with someone else
brings me hell
that’s because
you mean so much to me
you are importance
you are love
you are the sunlight that lights up my room
on a sunny saturday morning

assuming that you didn’t let me in
what would I be
where would I stay
who could I tell my feelings
without you I probably wouldn’t feel anything
I would still be numb
begging for warmth
from people who I feel things for but they don’t in return

it was all a lie
assuming you weren’t aware of me
imagine how lost I would be
but then
what about you
where would you be
what would you be doing

if the sun sets without you
if the waves crash upon this wide imagination of mine
if the winds blow the other direction
where would we be
would I be with you?
would you be with me?
what if this is all too much to bear