Everything is a ******* lie She never love me I was only used as her puppet Her words make the strong willed melt A voice that onced calmed the storm now is the fury That time is gone and now wasted All I was to her was nothng My words pointless My actions useless Everytime I let someone close I get my heart ripped from my chest At the end I'm the ******* Why me? Why must people manipulate me? As I cry No one is there for me Nowhere to go No one to relate to My tears scar me Scars that can't be seen They span the fabric of time itself All I want is to end it all No one will listen to me All my tears gone into this world will remain unseen As I drag my knife across my soft flesh The blood pouring out The pain drownig out the world All I want to due is cut the pain away My trust abused My heart in complete disrepair Nothing can fix it Why must i act strong I am weak I just want to die I WANT DEATH!!! I WANT ISOLATION!!! I want to abandon everyone No one needs me No one wants my love No one even wants my friendship No more I've always been there No more lies Nothing will change my mind Nothing will Nothing but death