i dont know what to do anymore
i dont know where to go from here
i dont know what to say anymore
i dont know if i just want to disappear

nothing is going the way i planned
nothing is going the way i want
nothing is seeming to help
nothing is going to stop the daunt

no one will ever understand
no one will ever feel my pain
no one will even try to help
no one will see my tears, like rain

always alone, with no one here
always alone, no one by my side
always alone, in heart and soul
always alone, when i have died

they left me here, to rot alive
they left me here, to slowly die
they left me here, to slowly decay
they left me here, for me to cry

im finally done, with my life
im finally done, with trying love
im finally done, with holding up
im finally done, with a problem, the solution thereof

**this is my last goodbye, to all my friends
this is my last goodbye, to my family
this is my last goodbye, to my one love
this is my last goodbye, to the one and only me