Splashed in slashes Replaced with scar tissue Barely damming the red flow My home is the sea bed’s box spring My blood rusts its coils Pain on departure Likewise on arrival
I float on the blanket Awaiting the precarious raft It arrives daily in varying conditions The captains’ vessels cast their trying shadows Still, I board and sail Thirsting for dry land
Serpents of rope constrict the logs Holding them together Tearing me apart Hissing their gavels on my head Guilty of absence Guilty of incompetence
The weight of my worries Accrue with compound interest Until my modest platform Acrid with decay Dissolves past the mattress Returning me home
Here I describe my social incompetence, emotional vacancy, and how they affect me.