if only you knew
how long i've wished that i would forget you too

if only you understood
that i did everything that i could.

if only you could remember
that you promised me forever.

if only you would care
that deceiving me, was more than just unfair.

im living in memories that will not fade
but in this bottomless pit, my bed i have made.

i don't understand what i have done wrong
im doing my best to keep it together, but i'm not that strong.

i had a love for one, so dear, throughout the seasons
faithful and unfailing that need not a reason

for an endless love, i promised to wait
but you and i weren't destined to be fate.