there is so much on my chest that i want to say,
but i don't know how to say it to you
so how about i start by telling you how much
i hate you
how much i hope you crumble
how i long to see you cry
hurt
want to scream, but not find the
voice
to say what is aching you
eating you from the inside
ripping at your heart as
you gasp for air
how i long for you to feel the
suffocation
as you try and beg to breathe
with my hands tightly clenched around your neck
i want you to look
up at the sky
and find no solution
no resolution
no escape
but to face your mistakes
and accept your fate.
hope you look in the mirror
and feel the need to destroy
the animal that looks back at you.
heartless
you took my hope for tomorrow
my last breath
the essence of my being.
cold
and abandoned
you left me
naked and wounded
scarred
with haunting memories of
what i gave away.
i hope when you lay to sleep
you sweat
you wake up
screaming
wanting to run from
what you have done
regret
making the decision that you did
crying
for another chance
to take back
and fix what you have broken
finding
that there is no turning back time
for stealing what once was mine.