I've felt a lingering, encompassing contentedness and I only hope she will stay. I woo her like I would a friend, I brew her coffees and teas and we speak of the world in terms of relativity and we laugh. There is the most catalystically crucial point: we laugh and laugh at all that once seemed something to be sorry for, or ashamed of, or beneath our bustling cognizance. Our jocundity is riddled with shining jewels of barbaric opulence as I frantically bare my canines in a persuasive exclamation. I hope she'll stay, but to receive and not give would never convince her.