It was exactly 2:00 AM... You had lost your cool Only this time, was the last time The little water left had finally boiled over And now there's nothing left inside ***, ****, Crack, ******... Acid... Over Dosing... Getting high, mentally exploding couldn't even do it anymore And through your eyes, I guess I looked like:
Like a monster in your space show Crushing the man in the moon, your best friend Droughts would come into your life Nobody helping, people running out of your heart You caught easy like a lighter Followed by a monsoon of angry tears and heavy depression You sank to the bottom like a boulder Nothing could stop these seasons As I look back, you were incurable, made to self-destruct
I turned out to be the destroyer Smashing ambitions and to be honest babe, Your future darkened because of YOU, not me. Yeah, I'm sorry I had to say goodbye, we all are... It didn't help that I couldn't love you how you wanted me to. A part of me went with you once you left Earth And for some reason, I don't want it back. Babe, Suicide Street has a cross on the side of the road in front of the old Oak. Scratched into the little white wooden cross, is your name: Vail Hawkenson Suicide Street just grew a little darker. Now there's thunder booming, lightning cracks. You're home now.