are you the cure to my depression or are you just another haplessly poured drink are you the validation of all my turbulent emotion or am I stupefied on the couch in soporific unthink do I imagine you cradling me and loving me dearly or am I falling asleep alone dreaming when I am going to meet you do I lament the way your absence makes it hard to think clearly or am I variously intoxicated to substitute a love lost true do I descend downwards and downwards as I enter the catacentre and the succor so divine lingers a touch away imbibe, partake, delight and become unfeeling or perhaps all too feeling