Hey Love, What's going on for you to walk out on me? I thought you had walked in and decided to stay. Please don't go so soon because me without you just simply isn't the same. I'm gripping onto the little shreds you left of my heart and I'm trying to figure out how I make it whole again. Maybe someone else has the other half that I'm searching for. That I will treasure until time ends. By the way love, since you've been gone, I've been trying to understand why my heart is the place where people go.. Knowing that it's so fragile and trashed. Probably because they think I won't notice if there's a new dent in the wall of my heart because it's already so damaged. No matter how much you try to throw me off the road. There will be a girl there, with you in their hand, ready to fix me and make me perfect. And when I see her, I will give her the little shreds of you to show that I love her with all my heart. They see me, a far from perfect person, perfectly and I couldn't ask for anything better. Love, promise me that you will grow a little more day by day once she gives you to me. For I hope to be able to rip a piece of you and give it to her. Promise me, she'll never stray far from me. And if I call her name at the end of the day, she'll be there and I can be at peace for the night and make it so that the breathtakingly beautiful sunrise will be there when I look into her eyes every time. So love, I will meet you one day and you won't be leaving me. I look forward to that day when I find The Girl who holds you in her hands, waiting to find me and wrap me up. But for now, I'll keep fighting to hold onto the shreds of you that were once intact. I'll see you down the road. I won't let you go. Because you're out there somewhere.
This is a letter I pieced together from post cards that I filled out when I was going through some tough times. But I'd rather smile then frown, laugh then cry. See a beautiful world filled with hope and dreams that are mine to reach. I am loving this world, slowly but surely.