i wake up at noon and see you fly past the moonlight as it glares down at me for dreaming what i'm dreaming some of the time i wake up at the south end where the perfect storms have taken course and see you fly through it like a breeze i wake up to you saying my name as if it means something more but i don't believe it the voice never leaves your lips i find it hard to wake up every so often for the same reasons i begin again the way it always ends when the moonlight glares at me telling me to slow down i wake up at midnight to the same world that ended for me yesterday morning
a poem about being ignored i wrote this while listening to the 1975's "I always wanna die"