I hug you one last time
I let go of the past
But it never lets go of me
How could it when it’s veins run deep
I was born into this
I can’t shed all of the weight you’ve put on me
Though I wish I could
A part of me doesn’t want to
It simply can’t
It longs for a place where “what’s ifs” become reality
It longs for you to be who I always wished you would
But now you’ve moved on and forgotten me again
I wish I could say this is the last goodbye
But I can’t