I use to feel sorry about losing it all, I felt sorry for the hurt we were feeling. I felt sorry for taking a love away from you that I thought you deserved. I don’t feel sorry anymore, I’m glad we lost it all. Why should I feel sorry about giving you everything and walking away when you gave me nothing? I’m not sorry for realizing what I deserve, and I’m not sorry for the hurt I was feeling. I was angry, I was sad, and I was disappointed for settling for a love that wasn’t even love. It was *******. It was a sad excuse for love, and I knew I wanted a love that was real, not like the movies but a love that made me feel, made me a better person. Your love knocked me down, made me someone I wasn’t, your love made me numb when all I wanted to do was feel. I’m not sorry we lost it all, but I was for a brief second until I realized who I was, and the love I was capable of giving, you helped me realize I deserved better, more love, more friendship and deserved to feel instead of being numb to the world around me. I use to be sorry but now I’m thankful we lost it.