and so we meet again, raven soul, before i entered the catacomb i was standing at the edge peering at the depths beneath it when sudden ebony clouds floated over me and attached a hook into both of my shoulder blades carrying me beyond the edge i was standing on, higher than the summit of where you once sung a song about the idea of being happy. all of this was done in silence for the noise resided on the inside of my skull wanting to escape but i could not speak. then there you were - with your raven hair covering half of your face, snakes dripping down your eyelids, your tears were the colour of a mermaids tail in lake water and you told me without telling me that this would be the last time that it's over now that i should be smiling because most people don't know when enough is enough and so they keep going but everything stopped and so i knew then it was time. what i did not know was how long you would keep me there - suspended in the sky untangling the knots in your tears, being swallowed by something intangible that was promising eternal wholeness.