I know I'm difficult
I know I'm hard to handle
I know my mind is my worse enemy
But I'm trying to suppress the screams

I know I'm stressed
I know it's hard to breathe
I know it's hard to communicate
But I'm trying to put a smile on my
          face

I know I'm too much
I know my anxiety is taking control
I know I no longer wanna exist
But I've been trying for years

I know your love started to fade
I know the way you look at me  
           changed
I know that you know I see it
But I'm trying to still believe you care

I know your stressed
I know you don't mean what you say
I know you pity me with the
       "I'm sorry"
But I'm trying my hardest to be blind

I know how you dont look at me
           when I speak
I know you dont wanna hear my pain
I know you dont think about me
           anymore
But I'm trying to have time go back

I know, I know, I know
But I'm tired of trying now