I once pride myself on my ability to be unreadable . maybe I still do , who knows . there is this comfort in not having anything to lose , or so it seems . but there's this thing in your smile... I've never been one for reassurance but those two words were all that I didn't know that I needed to hear . there is solace in knowing that I can feel . maybe I don't want anyone to feel it the way I do . your laugh makes it all undeniable ; I can't help but look and wonder where you've been . how was life back home? any cobblestone roads? I'll wear my heart on my sleeve and try maybe you'll help me get the confidence I fake .