The pain I buried inside.
One so deep I had to hide.
It's because we never fixed the damage.
We just left everything in panic and frustration.

You were the one thing my heart yearns for.
All the pain shifted to my worst days.
The tornado in my head , making me hate being sad.

The panic in your eyes , shows the whole truth I had to hide.
The horrid past we kept buried , the one they don't fully know but envy.

The storm brewing is enough to **** me slowly.
The volcanoes erupting is enough to resemble you.

With all that we have been through.
You saw it as best to torment me with someone new.
The sacrs behind my smile is known by no one.

I pushed you over the edge.
I watched as you became the best of the worst.
I never beauty had unlimited rage.
Now I just accept that I'm your punching bag.