I found a poem that reminded me of you I was going to leave it on your door Because you said you did not want visitors yesterday Well, I was dying yesterday! Holy Christ! I hold my stomach as I laugh He listens intently as I read it out loud A flush in his cheeks betray his emotion Thank you, I take that as a compliment Who is this Charles Bukowski? A knock on the door Why are you here? I was expecting the governor! It is the hospice worker Oh Perry, I love you and bend down to hug him His shoulders feel sharply bony now I love you too darling in playful tones I might just go to that Happy Hour today I think that would be splendid I say to a dying man
This is the poem I read to him: song with no end--Bukowski when Whitman wrote, "I sing the body electric"
I know what he meant I know what he wanted:
to be completely alive every moment in spite of the inevitable.
we can't cheat death but we can make it work so hard that when it does take us
it will have known a victory just as perfect as ours.