and i think when they see me on that stage they see something you could have been had your sickness not swallowed you whole and i think when they see the light hit my face they see a beacon that illuminates the cages of lost souls and i think when they see me open my mouth they see butterflies and bats and birds and brand new constellations and i think when they look into my eyes they see oceans and flowers and dreams of a child waiting to be born.