I was never pretty enough
I was never the one for life
Tried to straighten my hair
Bleached my skin so i could look fair
Took exotic images to send to you
Hoping you'd never leave because I was cool
I got high, got drunk and shot a tape
Lord I hope it wont leak for Christ's sake
**** I was a trip
He road me, I fell in too deep
I'm left with more insecurities than regret
I fear to love the man who will come next