My love for you will run deep
Like the Mediterranean Sea
Your love in the dark that is killing me  
You have taken all my strength from me  
Your love is lukewarm
I was always loyal to You
I never cheated on You
I was always there to hold you when you sleep
I even watch your dream
You are always about you and your needs  
You gave me lies
and false dreams of what love could be
Never had I made you doubt my love for you    
I never broke a promise I made to you
I was always true even when
you cut my heart in two  
But only you did all those bad things to me
And even called me Nona of your dreams  
Your accomplishments were you with me
the woman of your dreams
Your true happiness
You always told me God gave you an angel
and her name is Lilly  
But your love hurts so much it made my heart
bleed many seas
I want you to never suffer nor cry
You told me You had Loved once before
but that love had faded
You never Love anyone as You had Loved me
I was the best thing in your Life
You even said I was the gift from God
but I must ask which one is that
I promise I won't allow anyone in my heart
because you already killed it
That promise is true  
You have me running on confused  
Love is a word I will always fear
The turning of your voice
the deepness in your brown eyes tells so many lies
that runs in my mind
Something I want to let go  
I hope you understand why I want you to
move on without me  
I want you to stop hurting my life  
You make my life feel like I'm a failure.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery