He lurks inside, he does, or maybe he's a she I'm not sure, only that he is out to destroy me At every chance he gets, especially when I'm stressed or tired he takes out his special steely barbs and spires and into my organs he jabs and cuts every aspect of my life, he says it ***** I bleed internally, the lashing goes on and on It's like listening to some bad grating song turned up way to loud, played way too long sung by an evil diva/master death metal punk it doesn't matter the only goal is my destruction, to take me out is its injunction and the parasitic quality of him, as he lives inside makes it worse, he is a part of me, no lie he makes me hate myself and want to die