This is hands down the hardest its ever been in my world. To see 2 perspectives. Wants and needs. We need space to heal and grow. We want a happy life. Full of bliss and trust. How we started so strong and naive full of hope. The needs at the beginning were simple. A need for love to consume 1 and a need to give an endless amount of love. 2 perfect needs meeting. And then life came and years passed. Novelty wore off and desires to grow and learn the dance of new needs and lack of listening came. So much hurt not being seen or heard. Finally opening my eyes and ears like a newborn hearing and seeing for the first time. Witnessing what was had and could have been has been erased and the door what could have has been shut;