i came into this world kicking and screaming, but ever since then i've been dreaming. i think i'd rather keep my eyes closed. i think i'd rather sink right down into the earth. it's actually rather comfortable in the dirt. i feel at home laying in a field, somewhere where the world feels real and things make sense and things are quiet. i can listen to the birds and rest a while. it's so hard to get any rest out here, the lights are too bright and my blood roars in my ears. i want to go back home where we all came from, find an open field somewhere and maybe i'll rot and maybe i'll starve but by god i'll be happy, i'll be free, and maybe somewhere out there i'll find me. i think i'm lost in all the sound, i think i get lost in translation i think the world is just too loud and we're so caught up in ourselves we forget to breathe i feel like i've forgotten how to breathe i want to find a place where i can breathe
i hate living in an industrialized, capitalist world bro i just wanna go decompose <3