Drown me
If my sinfulness is to ever end.
Holy water
Holy Ghost
Holy One who ascends.

I want my hands to be clean
I want to break myself free
in every story I’m the hero
Truth be told I’ve always been the villain.

Every morning it’s the same pain
Just another cross placed on my back again.
I can’t carry the weight.
But every day gets a little bit easier.

Curse me to hang from the tree
And give me over to let it be so.
Name a ****** field after me,
So all those who hate me will know.

I received the vengeance they wanted.
I got what I deserved.
I wish I didn’t care.
Sometimes I wish I hate deserted.

I apologize. I’m trying to get better.
Every day gets a little easier.