we don't listen to understand we hear to disappear
did you feel my pain
did you see my veins
don't respond you don't get it
I shouldn't have said anything
I should've left you to read it
Not trying to wait until it's too late
I don't care what you think, just thought releasing would help my mind go blank
I'm stuck on the what ifs, try to feed myself w the don't drifts
"Ya mind is a terrible thing to waste"
But I'm not perfect
I'm lost trying to stay on surface
being present ***** too
can you lay up w me so I can love on you?
I don't know what I need
I don't know why I bleed
I did it to myself...
I was trying to tell you but you left me to deal w it
I'm too much to understand, I know it
I'm feeling it all
trying not to seem dull